Posted by B2chica on September 10, 2005, at 18:43:23
In reply to Re:death?**trigger**, posted by muffled on September 10, 2005, at 16:17:39
i only know of one.
i'm tired of going to the hospital. i wish you would beat the sh@t out of me, it would be better than how i feel.
it's SO freaking hard.this last week has been tough every minute of the day. i have a plan, i have the means, yet i don't. there's something stopping me for now. but i'm scared. i'm scared of myself. what if i don't really want to do it, but do it anyway?
what if i attempt and end up not dead but a complete burden to my family? i guess that's what's stopping me right now. that i may not do it right.
i guess that's something to hang on to right?
that one, weak little branch holding the weight of this world.i wish i could sacrifice my body for that of others.
-almost to the bottom of the hill.
b2c.
> Do people die here? I was reading some posts and it really sounded like a guy was going to off himself. What the h*ll. There should be a rule somehow. No actual dying allowed. You can freak, but you can't post if your actually gonna do it. You have to goto hospital instead. If anybody freaking offs themselves I'm gonna meet them in hell and beat the ever loving sh*t out of them. If anyone reads this -death is not a f*cking option. It just dead and rotting in hell.
> Sorry if i bugged anyone, it just freaked me some.
> I'm in a weird place these days.
> Sorry
>
poster:B2chica
thread:553299
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