Posted by B2chica on August 29, 2005, at 11:12:28
just had appt with pdoc friday. since march i've been wanting to be able to taper of meds to start trying for family. had some set backs and docs (both) said definately not yet. last few months i've been doing pretty well so i thought he'd give the green light. i was wrong. he said my depressive sypmtoms were very severe and if i was asking him he'd say to wait till next spring to taper off meds.
it's weird cuz part of me is relieved and the other half (i think now larger half) is very hurt. technically i could do it, but i do trust my pdoc very very much and he wouldn't say that if it wasn't really important.
i'm just not getting any younger and i'm scared. i finally psyched myself up enough that i thought i could handle having children and now...i think that's why i've been going back a little into lethargic dpression, no energy, don't care, sleep all the time.
just had to share.
don't need reply's.
thanks for listening.
b2c.
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