Posted by rainbowbrite on August 29, 2005, at 3:40:00
In reply to Re: dealing with crap » rainbowbrite, posted by alexandra_k on August 29, 2005, at 3:21:55
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> Yeah. Sounds like you have been pushing it away for a while.I keep tricking myself into thinking I am good at it
> I don't think anybody does that well ;-)
> It might be useful / helpful to you.
> Writing could be helpful too.i think so, I think i need to
> Aw. Your not alone. Here I am. I live inside your computer, see :-)
> <joke>
> Sometimes I feel like that...
> But sometimes its hard to be alone, yeah.
>
:-) thanks for making me laugh. I think I can see you
> Yeah. If you really let it out...
> After a while your body will get tired and it will stop.
> And you will feel calmer.I do a little
> Yeah. But then if circumstances had allowed me to I could have intervened and changed the outcome.
> Or Damos could.
> Or somebody else could.
> Or they might never have done that for some other reason.
i know, I know....> I like to imagine circumstances a lot different for me...
> Imagine having parents who were good for me.
> Sometimes I get caught up in that.
>
> But if things were different...
> I dunno...
> They wouldn't be what they are today.
> For better or worse
> I dunno
>
> Hard to see the sense sometimes.
> Hard to see.
>yeah, things are hard to understand sometimes, so many whys, ifs and whats
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