Posted by alexandra_k on August 29, 2005, at 3:21:55
In reply to Re: dealing with crap » alexandra_k, posted by rainbowbrite on August 29, 2005, at 2:05:22
> > I think it really could help.
> probably, but it hurts so much.Yeah. Sounds like you have been pushing it away for a while.
>I think I should go talk to someone about it. But I dont think I do that well.
I don't think anybody does that well ;-)
It might be useful / helpful to you.
Writing could be helpful too.
> yeah Im alone now, I hate it thoughAw. Your not alone. Here I am. I live inside your computer, see :-)
<joke>
Sometimes I feel like that...
But sometimes its hard to be alone, yeah.> Your right. I have been crying
Yeah. If you really let it out...
After a while your body will get tired and it will stop.
And you will feel calmer.
> I hate thinking about things and I try hard not to, but sometimes I get captured by it.Yeah. I have head circles too :-(
>I know it isnt my fault but I know if circumstances had allowed me to I could have intervened and changed the outcome.
Yeah. But then if circumstances had allowed me to I could have intervened and changed the outcome.
Or Damos could.
Or somebody else could.
Or they might never have done that for some other reason.I like to imagine circumstances a lot different for me...
Imagine having parents who were good for me.
Sometimes I get caught up in that.But if things were different...
I dunno...
They wouldn't be what they are today.
For better or worse
I dunnoHard to see the sense sometimes.
Hard to see.
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