Posted by Tamar on August 27, 2005, at 4:59:11
In reply to Re: Why am I so incompetent? » Tamar, posted by Damos on August 25, 2005, at 21:30:33
> Hey Tamar got something for you.
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> ((((((((((Tamar))))))))))Thanks Damos. Hugs are great, eh?
> Can really feel how wobbly you are right now. If you're anything like me you're probably kicking the cr*p out of your self about the tape. But don't okay, we all do things like that.
It’s true. And it’s not the first mistake I’ve made in life. And I highly doubt it will be the last!
> Maybe just maybe it was the universes way of proving that you don't really need the tape to be okay. Just it's little way of saying that it's not the tape that's important but what you carry inside you. I've never seen you or actually spoken to you (my loss I'm sure) but I can carry you with me every minute of the day and draw on that any time I need to. I don't even need to be conscious of you being there because you just are. You can get to a place like that with him. You can. Where you can just call up what you need to at the time and just enjoy the rememberance. And give a silent thanks for him being there. G*d I talk a lot of cr*p don't I?
Nah, that’s not cr*p. You’re absolutely right. I can call up something of him. I like the idea that you might carry me with you. It’s comforting. I’ll carry you with me too….
> Well just in case you need another. (((((Tamar)))))
Thanks, that helps a lot. Here’s one for you too: (((((Damos)))))
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