Posted by kerria on August 19, 2005, at 10:42:50
In reply to Re: Missed appt with T :( Anyone with DID to help?, posted by kerria on August 18, 2005, at 23:32:54
Feeling so depressed- i'm trying to go to work but it's way too hard. It doesn't feel like i work there. i always have to trust that the work person will come and will know how to do the job.
i'm too angry with myself to go.i hate having this separateness. i don't know how to bridge the gap.
Why can't my T help me with this ?
Am i hopeless- is there not a way to get better when this happens to someone?
i'm suffering so much and no one understands or can help.
The physical pain doesn't help either. i'm so afraid i'll lose the job. Feel so stupid - there's no way to explain why i'm late and i'm too angry with myself for making excuses anymore.
H was so angry with me this morning and it makes things so much worse because there are always parts that take his side against me.\everything is so upsetting/i wish there were a way out that wouldn't hurt my family,
kerria
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