Posted by Shortelise on August 18, 2005, at 0:54:00
In reply to floating away to the 'farm', posted by B2chica on August 17, 2005, at 11:40:37
I've been to the farm. It's not so nice. And they don't let you relax into insanity, but nudge relentlessly, making you work work work toward finding an equilibrium that will allow you to function on the outside.
Only you know what your motivation is.
Wanting to suicide is sometimes a comfort, sometimes so familiar and cozy. I know that place so well, that place of wanting to die. There is less fear there, less anxiety. I will always go there, and I know it. For comfort. But less often. And I believe I'll never do it.
((chica))
ShortE
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