Posted by cricket on August 16, 2005, at 16:15:09
In reply to Re: Terrible Session » cricket, posted by annierose on August 16, 2005, at 15:42:40
No, we're definitely not on the same page.
I tried to think about what I wanted him to say. I wanted him to say, "I'm sorry she couldn't reach me. I'm sorry I wasn't there for her. Tell her not to be so nervous about talking to me." Instead, he said, "I think she had better learn how to dial a telephone," and "If she wants to talk to me it had better be before 2:30 because that's the last time I am available" In the dream the note told her to call by 2:30 and 2:30 is the end of our session.
Our relationship had been going okay, I thought. Although I haven't felt particularly close to him, we haven't been fighting.
Part of me feels shut down and part feels like well that's that, I guess I know where he stands.
Will we talk about it in our next session? I don't know. I don't think he gets over things so easily. So he will probably bring it up. I will just retreat into my shell of silence until he terminates me.
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