Posted by muffled on August 4, 2005, at 9:04:28
In reply to Re: referred Again, posted by kerria on August 4, 2005, at 0:18:24
> Thank you, Muffled.
>
> my T is surprised that i've stayed in the battle too. i don't have a choice though because the pain is too bad to live in.
> maybe some body else could just endure it but i can't- it's too hard- too triggering.
> i'm trying to wotk with communicating with my parts in therapy. The pain is the one thing that is overwhelming right now, that all my parts share. i think that i work harder because of them- for the first time i feel empathy towards them. i don't like my parts and always have so much trouble with them against me. Now the pain is bringing us closer i think. i feel like i have to make things better for them- i feel bad for them.
> Maybe that's why i keep trying so hard - keep seeing drs.
>
> Take care, Muffled,
> kerriaWOW!!!!!Kerria, thats so great that you can think of good things even amidst all that pain! You are truly a wonder. I will (and actually have been all along) continue to pray for you. Mebbe thats what this is all about, this difficulty and extreem stress bringing you together, making part of you care for the rest of you. Part of you is taking care of all of you. I think thats gotta be good. I hope the other parts can help too. This is so great. You are so great! You can obviously do this, you are stronger than most. Take care.
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