Posted by Deneb on July 15, 2005, at 20:45:23
Is it possible to develop a borderline personality because of lack of punishment/discipline while growing up? I've never really been abused, so it is weird that I'm so screwed up sometimes. I do know that I'm not used to having rules in the house.
I was a good girl in school because of my social anxiety.
I'm not used to being punished and I go almost insane with horrible feelings when I get punished. Am I just super spoiled?
I remember the first time I got detention, I wanted to ___ myself really badly. I couldn't stop crying. It felt soooo horrible.
Am I really really immature? I think I over-react to things that others don't consider that important. I almost ___ed myself by __ing to avoid failing an exam.
I remember as a child I cried in bed for days and days and just wanted to die because I was jealous that my sister got to see a certain box and I didn't. I was just obsessed with not having seen that box (I was pretty little then). My sister saw it and I didn't...it wasn't fair. I was soooo upset.
Actually, I was upset for a very long time. I still remember it and I'm sad I didn't see that box. :-(
Deneb
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