Posted by jammerlich on July 8, 2005, at 0:33:30
In reply to Re: If I could ever write it, would someone read it?? » jammerlich, posted by 10derHeart on July 8, 2005, at 0:12:30
> Sure, I'd be honored to read it.
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> Just Babblemail me any time.
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> Sorry this is so distressing and lingers on so...I was there, too, with my ex-T.
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> I do understand the intense feelings, as much as another person can, I guess.**** I know you understand. That's what is so great about Babble. Having people who *know* what it's like.
> Hope you can distract yourself and soothe yourself often...so it's not always on your mind.
> Easier said than done :-(***** Up to this week, I'd really been doing fairly well. Yes, I thought about it at least once every day and sometimes I cried a little, but for the most part I was ok. But this week has been so different. Just constant pain, sadness and so many tears that I'm not sure my eyes will ever NOT be splotchy again.
And my husband isn't helping either. He tells me it's hard for him to see me like this. So in turn I feel guilty for letting my pain be seen. I can barely take care of myself. I can't take care of him too. And today he asked what I was "doing about it." Well, I am *trying* to write the letter, but that doesn't necessarily mean things will get any better. I could be facing another rejection and that would mean things might get worse for a bit. I told him that sometimes there's really nothing you *can* do but ride the wave until it passes, and try not to drown. I hope he's man enough to handle it.
> Hugs (if okay)..10derHeart***** Thank you. Hugs are always ok. And they always help.
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