Posted by Jazzed on June 17, 2005, at 20:55:41
Two issues:
#1 is that I'm having so much anxiety that I feel like I can feel every nerve in my body. I have a high level of anxiety anyway, but after my Adderall wears off it's worse. I don't want to stop the Adderall though, so what I'm asking is what type of therapy is best for this, AND should I ask my p-doc for meds? The thing that bothers me the most is that I have psoriasis, and it seems to have been a bit worse since I started the Adderall again and the anxiety is worse once it wears off. I usually just have it on my elbows, but now it's on my face and neck!!!! It's also on my legs, and I can't seem to get rid of it. Dont' know if that's the anxiety, I assume it is, or the swimming, or both. I know this isn't the meds board, but what meds are good for this? I have taken Xanax b4 and it made me really tired, Lexapro made me tired and ravenously hungry, which won't work for me. I can't gain any weight, and I have to be able to/and want to continue to exercise.
Issue #2, and I know you're tired of hearing about it!
Okay, so I'm being a big dumb a** ,and going back to the T that I didn't like at all. The one I said I wouldn't see if he were the last T on the face of the Earth! I know it sounds completely stupid, and I know you're probably all shaking your heads at me in disbelief/frustration. BUT, when I read how much pain everyone goes through, and how difficult termination is, and how deep your feelings run. I just don't want to go through that! I don't think I can do that! I've had feelings of transference before and it took my mind away from my life, away from my marriage, away from my prioirities. I don't want to go through that pain and anxiety again. It scares the heck out of me. I'd rather have a T that I don't like quite as much as a person, but can respect as a T, and someone's who is a bit abrasive, than go through the pain that I hear some people have to go through. Does that make any sense at all?
I'm sorry to beat this to death, but I really want to know. Also, my appt. is tomorrow at 10 AM, so I'll have a better idea of how it's going to go.
Jazzy
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