Posted by Susan47 on June 6, 2005, at 22:52:11
In reply to Re: Trying to make peace and let go » Susan47, posted by Jazzed on June 3, 2005, at 21:20:34
That surgery would be fantastic, I'd love one of those too. But, then I guess I wouldn't be me. Well, I would, but I'd be cheating.. but I cheat anyway because I wear make-up, I do my hair and my nails, I shave my legs and other places.. yeah, that surgery would be fantastic, and what the heck, throw in some silicone. But jeez, I'm thinking, if they had to take it out again later sometime, what a mess. I don't know. I suppose as I get older I'll be knowing more women who've had it done .. that's the real incentive, I think, is seeing the results ...
I don't know how I got onto this topic, oh yes, you brought it up Jazzed.
D'you know what's funny about your post? Is that my therapist terminated me, but before he did it's true he put up with a lot, and I've always blamed him for doing that, he shouldn't have, really, but in the end, you know, I was more stubborn than he was.
And I was afraid a lot of the time, but somehow, maybe he understood that? I don't know. I don't know. T's are sneaky human beings, I'm pretty sure about that. I had so many ideas, so many thoughts, feelings, and inner experiences when I was deep into the heart of "knowing" him, when he didn't even realize how closely he was being attended to, when even I didn't understand how much a part of myself he'd become. It was a major shock when I suddenly realized, I'll never forget the actual moment, it's one of those memories that becomes a part of the remembered fabric of your life. What were we talking about?
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