Posted by pinkeye on June 2, 2005, at 21:25:14
In reply to Thanks SV and Frida, posted by pinkeye on June 1, 2005, at 14:48:22
I am sorry I sounded very dismissal to both of you. I am in a somewhat strange state of mind these days. I don't understand myself all that well what I am feeling.
Thing is - how does it matter - what he felt, or what I felt - if it was all real or if it was transference. It really does not matter at the end of the day. If he cared, if he didn't care, if I cared, if I didn't care - nothing really mattered. And I don't want to dwelve much more on this - because there is absolutely no point. that is why I couldn't reply in detail to your posts. I am sorry I sounded very dismissing. But I have reached my limits, and it doesn't really matter anymore. Thanks for your posts though. I really appreciate it.
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