Posted by B2chica on April 20, 2005, at 9:35:47
In reply to Re: exhausted but better. **possible trigger** » B2chica, posted by Tamar on April 19, 2005, at 14:29:10
Tamar
thanks for you encouraging words.
for years i've viewed the Osex for offensive because i was forced down on him-trying terribly to get off him but he had my hair and was forcing me hard-i was crying and choking. with the first time(reg.sex) i froze and sort of removed from what was happening. it seemed like that was less on him and more on me cuz i froze. my T said that no man nomatter what should NEVER assume a woman wants him especially if she says no even once (which i did but my voice started to get lost- along with me). he says that i probably dissociated at that time.
What's strange is if someone were to tell me the exact same story that happened to them i would deam it as R no question...but me?...there were just so many 'out's' that i see i could have taken but didn't.
thank you for caring.
Antigua,
felt good yesterday, feeling not so good today. but i see T tonight. i'm glad...i need him. (see, i can say that now at least...that i need someone) anyone heard U2's new song..."sometimes you can make it on your own". admission is half the battle right???b2c.
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