Posted by pinkeye on April 6, 2005, at 12:55:32
In reply to Re: Enough of it (too long) » pinkeye, posted by 10derHeart on April 5, 2005, at 22:08:26
10derHeart, I get what you are saying. Thanks a lot. And I am really glad your termination and your relationship with your ex T has been great. Don't feel bad about it.
I like my ex T a lot - still do and always will.. and I care deeply about him. I think I never can be indifferent towards him. I was wrong yesterday into thinking I can force myself to be indifferent and not care anymore. Not with him.
I think I was just trying to imitate what he said to me - he said there was no question of him liking me or disliking me..all he was trying to do was to jsut help me. And I think that comment really upset me so very much. And I am thinking if he could be so indifferent towards me, I could be too. But thank you for writing this, I think I am not capable of it - ever - to be indifferent. Not sure if it is a good thing or not, but I think it is beyond me to be indifferent towards a person like that. Maybe I will just stop all the rest of the ruminations and will try to move on slowly instead of shrugging it off and forcing it.
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