Posted by NightStar72 on April 2, 2005, at 13:48:19
In reply to Re: Help staff off loneliness, posted by sunny10 on April 2, 2005, at 11:39:47
Been in a hurry to get started, been kind of down lately, worry alot and paranoid. I have a friend that is a member here I try to look for but have not seen him yet, not sure what name he is using here - but I know him as Verne - anyone know him?
My counselor don't seem to be interested in treating my BPD she is more interested in fixing my bi-polar issues with self esteem, I start next week on a new work book.
I rather work on my BPD cause getting my marriage back is most important to me, my husband divorced me, I talked him into coming back, but I am paranoid all the time that he is just going to up and leave me, and I don't want to keep pushing him away, I would like some hint on what I should do in the meantime to change how clingy I get to feeling towards him, a different thinking or something.
I am really lonely, I keep tagging various message boards, and have let my primary love go to the side, and that was helping people on credit message boards with credit problems. I hit these sites more now then them sites. I feel bad cause that was my first love helping people, and like to get back productive again and contribute better then I have been the last few months.
I don't know, any ideas appriciated.
Thanks, Pammila
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