Posted by NightStar72 on April 1, 2005, at 5:37:12
In reply to Re: Help staff off loneliness, posted by NightStar72 on March 31, 2005, at 16:07:24
Well I find that I can still cry, it has been upsetting that I can't seem to get on same page with ex, I just feel like he is avoiding me, it is so hard waiting on her terms to get affection.
I know in my mind that he does care about me, it just don't feel like it though.
I guess that is the main problem with being borderline personality is fixing that mind set.
I have thought from time to time that I just should not be living any longer, though I have come close find that I can't finish the job, I was so upset the last time, I opted to cut my hair instead. Just so flustrating to be understood, or fixed from the continual pain.
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