Posted by Aphrodite on March 11, 2005, at 11:42:43
In reply to Wake me up when it's over...., posted by messadivoce on March 10, 2005, at 2:48:53
> I've felt so down lately. Just sad for no particular reason. I wonder why...then I realized again that I lost my T not too long ago. So no wonder. And that horrible meeting I had, with that terrible, bitchy, soulless VP. She just didn't care. Am I allowed to hate her?? To hope she gets hit by a bus or eaten by ants??
Absolutely!! You have every right to be angry.
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> You all said I'm so strong. I don't feel strong though. I feel broken, sad, abandoned. I just want my T back. I was talking to her on the phone a few weeks ago and I said, "I don't understand why this keeps happening." (Being left). She said, "It's certainly nothing you've done." But I don't believe that. Something must be wrong with me, if people keep leaving. I must have done something. What?? Will I pay for it the rest of my life??I know it's hard not to think that it is *you*, but it is not. Your T was very concerned about you and would have never wished for it to end this way.
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> My T has not answered her e-mail in a week, but I know she is assisting a friend who had sugery yesterday. I don't know when she'll reply. I miss her so much. And my old T too. Who I am certainly not over, not at all.
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Wow -- a double whammy. No wonder you do not feel strong. I hope she will respond and become a part of helping you know what to do next.I'm so sorry.
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