Posted by pinkeye on March 3, 2005, at 17:08:12
In reply to Re: missing my ex t » pinkeye, posted by 10derHeart on March 3, 2005, at 16:56:19
Thank you so much 10derHeart. I do remember the thread a while back where Dinah and Susan and others made me see things clearly.
And thanks for remembering that. You have written this very well and it is very comforting. Maybe it is just my worst fears. but somehow I want to grow up, not be hurt, to be there for myself and for others and I believed I was completely over it.. And poor guy, he didn't do absolutely anything wrong. You are right, if anything he went above and beyond to help me. But I still have that insecurity somehow.. that he did it just for duty..it is not going away and I am not able to come to peace with this thing.
Maybe time will heal more.. I wish this dream would stop. Why should I feel so very insecure I never understand..But it shooks me to the core.
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