Posted by Susan47 on February 17, 2005, at 14:52:14
In reply to Re: Hah. Well Of Course » Susan47, posted by pinkeye on February 17, 2005, at 14:12:25
Everything you say helps, pinkeye.
I'm having a very very bad day. I have an exam tonight and I'm panicked, I can't think straight, I don't know why I can't get it together, I'm lonely and sad and feeling very very abandoned by the world, my new T is unavailable, I don't want to see the counsellor because he wasn't helping, I can't talk to my friends in this mood because I really dont' want to talk about myself but it's me that's the problem, I need to be seeing a therapist, that's why I post so much, i'm trying so hard to help myself and i'm just being a fool, everything I say is crap i'm so open and i think people probably laugh at me because of it but I can't help it because can't you all see i'm trying to work this through, I'm trying to help myself and work this out. God I wish i could start therapy all over again with someone who wasn't scared of me, someone who had all his issues worked out and could walk the walk with me and make me stay on the path, not let me veer away when i got scared.
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