Posted by B2chica on February 14, 2005, at 10:56:26
In reply to Re: issues, thoughts, circle...cycle...worse » B2chica, posted by daisym on February 13, 2005, at 22:49:02
thank you daisym.
thank you.
i'm reading this very tired in feeling. only got a few hours of sleep last night. it's wierd cuz the words i wrote...well, it's weird to read it today. last night everything around me was so crystal clear-so fluid-so...blended. -i printed what i wrote off and was going to keep it to give my T (the one i'll see in march). and i think i still will, but i don't know that i'll show my pdoc. i'm scared he'll think...that, welll that there's nothing medically wrong with me, that i'm just hysterical or something.today i'm very discomforted about my writings on this board yesterday.i'm only on ritalin-morning, and xanax and ambien at night.(ambien helps me sleep sound but not get to sleep).
the thing is, this franatic stuff it comes and goes. from my experience hypomania stays fairly constant and not as confusing and sticks around a while. but lately what i've got going on-it's different, so i'm probably just somehow bringing this on myself??
i trust my pdoc and think he's wonderful, but i guess...i don't know.
thank you for caring.
b2c.
> I'm really worried about you. This sounds serious, either a medication issue or perhaps you might need a medication to balance things out.
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> Hearing voices and using jargon are all signs that you are overwhelmed. The other things you wrote must be very scary for you. Do you have a pdoc? This feels really important for you to share with one.
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> Hang in there. March is coming fast.
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