Posted by Poet on February 9, 2005, at 20:28:10
In reply to Re: Fired pdoc, told T none of her business (long) » Poet, posted by shrinking violet on February 8, 2005, at 19:33:28
Hi SV,
You didn't offend and aren't off the mark, either. I think that I frustrate pdoc like I frustrate my T, by not talking.
I think my T would honestly tell me what pdoc asked and what she said. She offered to talk to him from the beginning, it's me who wants to keep them far apart.
I feel like a therapy failure to begin with and the idea of them talking behind my back just intensifies that feeling. I know it really wouldn't be behind my back as T would be truthful, but to me it's like revealing my secrets to someone that I don't want them revealed to. Silly, I know, he's a pdoc, but that's the high caliber of therapy failure I am.
I'll try to talk to T tomorrow about what's really behind my firing pdoc. I did tell her a few weeks ago that I wanted to taper off meds and she looked worried, but didn't say anything other than to ask when I next saw pdoc.
Thanks for your help. I may email you before the week is up.
Poet
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