Posted by Susan47 on February 7, 2005, at 15:03:39
In reply to Re: Oh god, now I've done it,, posted by Susan47 on January 31, 2005, at 16:47:18
For those who tried to help me when I posted this, I wanted to tell you that today and yesterday were better. I think this whole two days, is the first time I went more than 24 hours without calling my ex-therapist's machine to hear The Voice. And to feel the connection, without which I thought previously that I'd die, really cease to exist. It's a small miracle.
I spent three days on and off in the company of my children when it wasn't my weekend, just because we enjoyed each other.
Today when I picked them up at lunchtime and walked them home, we all held hands, naturally, unself-consciously.
This is a bit scary to say,
but I think I felt... hope.
For the first time in many, many months.
Susan
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