Posted by Susan47 on January 31, 2005, at 18:34:14
In reply to Re: Oh god, now I've done it, » Susan47, posted by 10derHeart on January 31, 2005, at 18:18:07
You're making me feel like maybe my life is worth something after all. And now I'm crying like a some-of-a-b*tch.
This morning I listened to Jewel's autobiography and that girl and I have shared so much in our different lives, I mean, our fathers and our childhood experiences resonate with each other, she talks about stuff with her father that I talked about last year with my T, in exactly the same way, she says practically word for word what I was saying, and she's twenty years younger than I am, why did she get that extra element that made her able to be successful and wise, wise long long before I did, when I was just dream-walking through my life, I was just a mess, an utter hopeless case, someone who didn't know her *ss from a hole in the ground, someone who squandered twenty years being tortured from falling in love with her first husband, a complete and utter mess of a man, a man who ruined her ... Percy Shelley was such a man, he was a man who ruined a woman ... a selfish, egocentric, immature romantic ....
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