Posted by bent on February 4, 2005, at 13:46:44
In reply to Re: panic, hate, need help » bent, posted by Dinah on February 4, 2005, at 13:21:32
Thanks Dinah. My appointment is Monday. I don’t think I am going to call. I called to see if she’d be back in her office today and the secretary said no. I don’t know what to say when I see her. I think I just might cry. I am much more depressed than usual these days and I have some things on my mind that I want to tell her about (my post about that is above-1/27/05), not to mention termination. Just so much on my mind and this isn’t helping. She’s been a T for over 20 years so, like you mentioned, I am sure she’s been here more times than I have…I hope. I hate that this can have such an impact on me. Really makes me think this whole attachment thing isn’t healthy. Have to think about this more when my head stops spinning so much. I think I recall from some of your posts that you’ve run into your T a few times. The joy of sharing the same town! This is a first for me; weird because I often wondered what it would be like if I did run into her one day. Never thought it would be like this, although perhaps if her daughter hadn’t been there it would be different, but I really doubt it. Thanks.
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