Posted by bent on February 4, 2005, at 12:21:25
I am freaking out. I feel so dumb, so pathetic. What is wrong with me? I saw my T, my perfect mother therapist today. Shopping with her daughter! Her daughter! Oh my gosh, I don’t know what to do. I am so panicked. My heart wont stop, my mouth is so dry. What is wrong with me? I hate therapy. Gotta cancel next week’s appointment. Cant see her. It’s all fake. Its one stupid hour a week. She doesn’t care about me. I saw her and I wanted her to see me yet I wanted to run so fast from her. I am sure she saw me and I am sure she knows I saw her but our eyes never met. This is so pathetic. I hate myself right now for ever getting into this.
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thread:453144
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