Posted by crushedout on January 29, 2005, at 12:50:34
In reply to Re: second date last night....please help » crushedout, posted by Dinah on January 29, 2005, at 12:30:37
Thanks, Dinah. I kind of hoped you would say that. Somehow it's comforting to me that no one can do that for you. I don't know why.It also helps that you understand what parents can do to a person. I am so devastated and angry and I feel so alone.
I've put on some loud music and it's helping. The only problem now is I want to use drugs really badly. I want to self-destruct, I want to stop feeling, and I was to say f.u. to my parents. Plus I'm listening to AC/DC which would make anyone want to use drugs. Not to mention cuss.
Music is amazing. I forgot that.
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