Posted by lonelygal on January 9, 2005, at 22:56:23
In reply to Re: i want to die. » lonelygal, posted by rainbowbrite on January 9, 2005, at 21:57:07
i read all your posts. i really can't think right now. i'm going numb but my head is still spinning.
and i'm too scared to go anywhere or call anyone, not to mention embarassed. i know i should. part of me thinks i'll just be rejected more. i don't think people really care. well, even if they did, it doesn't matter if i don't.
i want somoene to hurt me somehow if that makes sense, so i dont have to. i need to be hurt b/c everything hurts and it only makes sense that it hurts b/c i need to be punished.
i sound like a weirdo probably. d@mn.
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