Posted by cubic_me on January 8, 2005, at 8:33:06
In reply to Dark swirling thoughts - may trigger, posted by vwoolf on January 6, 2005, at 13:29:11
I've been there too. It can be a dark dark place when you feel you have to be taken control of and taken advantage of. You sound like you feel you are compelled to go deeper into this, even though you know you will end up getting hurt. Is there a way you could prevent yourself from accessing the chat line so easily?
I don't know whether this is an option for you, but when I am deep in SI and everything else, I try to be around people, however much I want to be alone. It protects me. This reminds me of a song by Placebo called 'Protect me from what I want' - so true.
Take care, you are in this group you know, we are here for you,
cubic x
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