Posted by lifeworthliving on December 23, 2004, at 16:29:03
In reply to Re: How have things changed since last Christmas » vwoolf, posted by Fallen4MyT on December 23, 2004, at 16:18:19
i'm much more comfortable this xmas than i was the last. the year was difficult enough that i probably won't ever drink wine from 2004 - lol. it's hard to articulate my "discomfort" i just know it was very unsettling and i never imagined i would feel better, get better, or even want something better for myself, etc. i'm handling the absence of my therapist in a way that let's me know it's all a process, it's all coming together, that i'm a whole person, not a pile worthless parts... that is significant to me. i also have 11 months of no bulimic behavior (at least not the most destructive ones) and that's big for me after more than 20 years of enslavement. the hard won sense of peace i'm sometimes aware of now, the kind that makes even breathing noticeably easier, has been worth all the work.
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