Posted by crushedout on December 20, 2004, at 0:57:24
I've been working on one. This is #5 (although she never received #4). I think it's therapeutic for me, just listening to the music (it's really good music!). But I want to give it to her also. Why? Because it will make her love me? Maybe. I dunno.I'm also working on letters. I keep starting them and then starting over. It's so depressing.
I googled her today and she has a new website. That totally freaked me out. I can't believe how much I'm grieving for her and how hard this is. And how unsure I am that I did the right thing.
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