Posted by crushedout on December 12, 2004, at 23:22:52
In reply to Re: i need help (poss. ***trigger***), posted by gardenergirl on December 12, 2004, at 21:22:46
thanks everyone for your support. i talked to my parents on the phone at my aunt and uncle's house (parents are abroad for 1/2 year) and started crying. then when my aunt and uncle each asked me how i was i told them not good. so i guess i was honest and that helped in a way. my four-year-old cousin (who's sweet and adoring and funny) cheered me up a little. and i called my new t and set up an appt. for tomorrow at the crack of dawn. i feel bad because i think she has to get up extra early just to see me. i also feel bad because i have to get up extra early. and i generally am extremely depressed right now.i will stay safe, though. i always do. i just hate the suicidal thoughts and the dreariness of it all.
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