Posted by crushedout on December 12, 2004, at 12:37:23
i don't even know if i can express what i'm feeling right now. it's gotten so bad (and it's not just about my T -- i daresay it's not about her at all, but that seems unlikely) that all i can think about is how i want to do myself in. actually imagining methods and stuff. i just don't see the point in living. i know all that stuff i was saying about small pleasures and being kind but none of it feels like it matters to me right now. i just want to die.
poster:crushedout
thread:428280
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20041210/msgs/428280.html