Posted by Bent on December 6, 2004, at 5:28:27
I wrote my T a letter last night in hopes that I can share it with her today. Its more open and honest than I've ever been about how I feel about her. It's about how I see her as my perfect mother, and how mad I am that she cannot love me the way I want to be loved, and how the thoughts of termination are breaking my heart. Its causing me so much anxiety. I dont want to chicken out and not read it but I am nervous. I think she will handle it ok (i think). She encourages me to talk about ANY feelings i have towards her. I think i just feel embarassed anf stupid for feeling this way. I dont know.
poster:Bent
thread:425126
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