Posted by left_hangin on November 26, 2004, at 21:39:03
Hello all,
I have been seeing someone for about 5 years now. I have never been to a therapist before and would appreciate your opinion on this.
About 6 months ago I was flip flopping on if I should continue to see her or anyone. Well I was only coming once a week and due to work only evening appointments. I guess I have a need for attention and/or a fear of being abandoned. I don't know really she never would come out and tell me what is wrong.
So I was flip flopping back and forth and cancealed an appointment. I had told her that once a week wasn't doing any good for me.
She said I needed to see her twice a week but she did not have any openings at that time and she would call. That has been a long 6 months ago.
Since then I have struggled greatly with all of the issues of my past with out anyone to bounce stuff off of.
I have called her in times of need and she has said she has no openings. I have also asked for a day appointmnet risking my job but this is an obsession - I think - and I am sure some know how that can be. Also wanting to call her bluff so to speak. She did not have any openings in the day.
Is she just blowing me off and I am to stupid to see it?
Is she not able to tell me she doesn't want me back?
She has suggested back 6 months ago that I should see someone else.
I have found her home and have driven by a couple of times. I am going between panic and pills to much.
This is to close to getting out of control for me and don't know what to do.
Can anyone help?
poster:left_hangin
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