Posted by kellyr. on November 24, 2004, at 13:51:14 [reposted on November 24, 2004, at 21:57:06 | original URL]
my T doesn't understand why i don't cry when i talk about my fathers suicide or about all the abuse i have been though, i guess if i cry it would help but i cann't. does anyone feel the sameway? when i was young i got hit if i cried by my mom so i don't cry. if i cry would it help or just make me look like a baby? i sometime think that i'm better if i don't cry that i must be doing ok if i can hold it together, but my T think that i haven't dealt w/ it yeat, that cring would cure me from being suicidal myself, and i can go on living happier. sounds like a fair tale or something, i don't think i'll ever be happy.
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