Posted by gardenergirl on November 24, 2004, at 1:23:10
In reply to I think I'm losing it a little, posted by daisym on November 23, 2004, at 23:48:14
Daisy,
I'm sorry things are rough again. Hopefully each upswing you go through will be longer and longer. But as hard as you are working in therapy, and in life, I'm sure there are going to be times when things feel broken down. I can't imagine that sustaining such intense work doesn't take some kind of toll. But you and your T seem to be very good at recovering quickly. Please try to keep that in mind.I'm wondering if the feelings of loss you are encountering now might actually be grieving for what might have been/never was? I know when I get exposure to something that I needed but didn't get as a child, it's always a powerful feeling for me. Poignant, because it reminds me of the void. Perhaps you are grieving that void or loss versus experiencing it more statically?
Golly, that's a load of gobbledgook above. I don't feel very articulate at this hour. Plus, my brain is friend. Oh lordy, I mean fried.
Mostly, I just want to say that I'm thinking of you. I have faith in you and in little Daisy and in your T. And I continue to have hope for you and am awed by your progress.
Take care of all of you.
gg
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