Posted by Skittles on November 17, 2004, at 15:46:46
The adult and little Skittles are at war today. The child is freaking out and adult is saying there must be some reasonable explanation (though she's even a tiny bit worried). I see my therapist twice each week. For the past 8 months the secretary has always called b/w 2 and 3 in the afternoon the day prior to confirm each appointment. Always, without fail.
So, here it is, after 3:30 and no reminder for tomorrow's appointment. Last Friday, there was no reminder for Monday's appointment. No, the secretary is NOT on vacation. Plus, I left a message for my therapist last Thursday afternoon and she did not call me back Friday or mention anything about it during our Monday appointment.
All sorts of things are running through my mind. Is she frustrated because I am so guarded, not opening up much, and doesn't want to work with me anymore - is this an attempt to push me away slowly? Does she think I'm too needy and dependent on her, so she wants to cut out all b/w appointment contact? Do I call too much? Last week was my third call.
Argh!!! Why is this so hard and why do the smallest things feel so huge? My head tells me they are small but my heart feels big pain.
poster:Skittles
thread:417133
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