Posted by Susan47 on November 6, 2004, at 10:02:15
In reply to Re: obsession with my T-abandoned, posted by annierose on November 6, 2004, at 5:47:58
My heart really goes out to you. Can you identify your obsessive feelings' roots? I had those with my therapist as well, I really acted out wildly with him, I'm lucky he didn't yell at me, really. I was anxious about being loved and didn't feel good enough for him, he was my father in the relationship.
I ended up spending a lot of time in bed with the covers over my head, shaking and crying. And once when I was cutting my hair (my version of nailbiting) I cut my finger quite badly and ended up dragging my sorry self to Emerg.
Whatever it takes, be good to yourself if you can.
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