Posted by Bent on October 24, 2004, at 10:58:16
In reply to Re: What kind of attachment do you have?, posted by Annierose on October 24, 2004, at 6:46:07
Your post reminded me of an odd session with my therapist. My attachment started out being very insecure. I constantly feared abandonemnt or that my feelings would be *too much* for my T to handle. It's amazing to how after two years that insecurity is fading. I never thought it would leave. I really dont think my T is going to leave me now, in fact I think she knows the best thing will be for me to be able to leave her (thats hard to think about).
I did (and do) have times in therapy where i think I *hate* my T. One day during a silence she asked what I was thinking and I, out of know where, said "that I hate you." I felt so horrible for saying such a thing to this nice woman but we talked about it. Its the angry child in me that hates her sometimes. I know I dont hate her. I dont dislike her - good grief i pay good money to see her!! But that angry girl in me was mad that my T cant love her. It was a good session really, but i did apologize several time for saying i hate you. :)
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