Posted by just plain jane on October 24, 2004, at 8:47:58
In reply to Re: moving on, posted by boomarang on October 23, 2004, at 21:51:20
that.
All the physical pain is from my growing tenser, more and more anxious, fearful as my psych meds lose their grip..., my brain having, in effect, neutralized them.
The biggest problem I have right now is the tightening of my entire being against terrors that plague me, and will continue to and will worsen until the next med fix is working. (that's where all the Xanax and, for a while, muscle relaxers, help a little)
I was just at my T yesterday and told her I needed to see the Pdoc as I could feel this disintegration, am experiencing the familiar, despised loss of mental coherence.
I do appreciate any/all input, even though I know long term relief will only come in time, with different chemicals. There are many techniques, responses, redirects, directives I have assembled in my mental toolbox for times like this, but the horrors come in the moments when I am suddenly so far out that I cannot reach my toolbox.
Places to squall where I at least know there are people who may have a grasp of what I am going through help.
thanks.
jpj
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