Posted by Speaker on October 3, 2004, at 13:57:48
Several months ago I gave my T a video of part of my life. I let a month or so go by and asked if he watched it and he said no...I was hurt but thought well that was his choice and drew the conclusion he didn't care and didn't want to take his time to watch it. He stated he would watch it with me...I didn't want to and said he could watch it during my time and I would come in after the video and finish the session that way he would be paid for his "caring time". He never brought it up again. Once again several months went by and I brought up the video and he said he wants to watch the video with me that he wants the whole experience...bull - I think he never thinks about it until I'm in front of him and I bring it up. Somehow he talked (manipulated) me into watching it with him in a few weeks. Now I have the question. Why would I want to watch something with someone who wasn't interested enough to watch it on their own? How do I feel like he cares since he didn't watch it before and why will I feel like he cares if we do watch it. Why do I care if he watches it now when I gave him this gift to look inside me earlier and he passed? Am I making to much out of this?
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thread:398543
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