Posted by Klokka on September 4, 2004, at 15:19:30
In reply to Re: First Session After Break Approaching... » Klokka, posted by gardenergirl on September 3, 2004, at 0:24:50
Hi gg, thanks for posting. Yes, I did leave him with a letter. I'd almost forgotten about that! I definitely don't think we'll be getting around to that this week, to say the least... though it's funny to see how one of the major issues I brought up there is coming up again as I'm seeing that people really like me better when I'm not open at all about what's going on.
I guess it makes sense that I would expect punishment after telling him. Going back to my parents, that is something like the way they reacted when my problems first came out almost four years ago now. It just seems odd that I would expect him to do something they would, because he rarely acts in a way which reminds me of them.
It's hard to think that important things will come up eventually, since even when we met weekly it didn't seem like there was enough time to bring the important things up. Now that we likely won't be meeting as frequently and will soon have to stop entirely, it feels like there is a noose tightening around my throat. I wish I'd never started talking about things, because how on earth am I supposed to stop?
That might be an idea for starting the session. It shouldn't drag on as long as the other major thing which happened, and then it'll still be soon enough to jump in with "Something else happened which I probably should tell you about..."
I definitely will post about it, though it might take a while. My schedule has been hectic lately and I'm also finding it really difficult to post anywhere at all.
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