Posted by gardenergirl on September 2, 2004, at 9:27:21
In reply to One more thought, posted by DaisyM on September 2, 2004, at 1:10:46
> I had the extreme experience of waiting yesterday (not my usual day) and getting soooo anxious that I had the time wrong, that it wasn't my turn.
I hate that feeling. I did want to bolt. When I asked the receptionist if he knew I was there, I offered to reschedule. I was really hoping I could do it with her and just leave.
That's a good thought in your first post about becoming more open while waiting. I did jump right in when he asked. In part, it was just nice of someone to ask, I guess.
But yeah, I do think that maybe this might be the last big thing. Gosh I hope so. I could perhaps have kept moving towards termination without it coming up, but if it was literally eating away at me...you should see the gnaw marks on my upper lip :( then it pretty much just has to come up, eh?
It will be interesting to see where this goes. I have a feeling I won't be able to help but to tell him. Which is scary as h#ll but will probably feel like a relief, too. As long as I don't see even a tiny bit of disappointment on his face. He knows that's a big part of what scares me.
Thanks for the kind words. It helps knowing that others have been through similar situations in therapy and not only survived but benefitted.
Daisy, I'm glad you and your T are reconnecting.
gg
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