Posted by Jadah on July 19, 2004, at 21:09:54
In reply to I mean, my post was for Jadah (nm), posted by Joslynn on July 18, 2004, at 20:22:18
I just want to thank you all for the continued support and input. It is so nice to have. Someone mentioned that I was honest and articulate, I have to confess that I am also a social worker, currently out of the profession to pursue a paramedic carreer. I think about how many times I have talked to married couples trying to recover from affairs, of just clients with relationship issues. Isnt it funny how you could tell other people what to do to better their lives but you cant take your own advice?! Its hard to look at myself in the mirror sometimes. I also wanted to mention that I am "in recovery" in terms of having borderline personality disorder. Can anyone relate? I heard on a movie the other day someone say that "you would be surprised what a little girl without a daddy will do for a little attention". In a sick way, to some degree, it reminded me of my self and my current situation. No one wants to be alone, especially in my head, that is not a safe place for me to linger too long. Sorry, I know I am just babbling and probably not making any sense. I guess my unconscious is starting to seep out. I hope all is well with all of you, in this Darwinian struggle called love and life. Hope to hear from you soon. Take what you can from this and discard the rest, like I said, my thoughts right now are really disorganized....Im very tired. Also wanted to hear from more of you, out of curiousity, as to how many of you would give in to your T, the object of your affection, had they given you the open door to make your fantasies with that person come true, sexually.... would you be able to say no?? Just curious. I did get one response and I thank you. Its not about people agreeing or disagreeing with me, I think it is a thought that could harmlessly be entertained. What if it did happen to you??? I never in my wildest dreams thought it would happen to me. Blew me right out of the water!! Take care guys.
Jadah
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