Posted by tabitha on July 2, 2004, at 13:12:35
In reply to Re: Sad and disillusioned » tabitha, posted by fallsfall on July 2, 2004, at 6:44:21
Seems like you've done the hardest thing-- deciding you *will* work the hard things out in therapy. I keep going nuts thinking I need to quit. Thinking the relationship used to work, but now it's starting to feel almost abusive, like repeating old hurts instead of healing them. Then I get into the anguish of thinking of quitting, which is unimaginable since I'm so attached, and since this is what I've put all my hopes into.
Maybe I'll give myself a rest from thinking of quitting this week. A baby step on this would be, maybe telling the group a little more of how hurt I was. When I thought about talking about it, all I could imagine was me sobbing uncontrollably and having to leave the room.
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