Posted by B2chica on July 1, 2004, at 10:30:25
well, this is JUST what i needed. You know how work clicks go, there's always rumors about someone...and there've been a few about me in the past (all just rumors of course). normally i don't give a cr@p, i know they're a bunch of gossipy ol'(w)itches so i just ignore them. But now there's a rumor flying around that i'm anorexic.
This rumor is Really bothering me...it's hitting me the week i'm REALLY struggling with issues and i just don't need this cr@p. i know i just need to ignore it and it will go away like all the others. but i'm dealing with really sensitive body and sexual issues of my past right now and am VERY sensitive about MY body...(MY) body. and i don't want anyone even LOOKING at my body let alone commenting on it. The problem is i have lost about 6 lbs this last week but it's been cuz i haven't been able to eat much cuz i'm sick to my stomach with anxiety and all this stuff in my head.
It's NONE of their business. why or if i am.
like i said, normally i would just let it roll off my back and don't care but i'm so sensitive right now and i have so much anger inside i want to walk in and deck right between the eyes anyone that says Anything about MY body!
I am SICK of people coming up to me and saying "IF you loose anymore weight..."
i want to scream "SHUT THE F UP! and GET OUT OF MY FACE!"
Please help me...help me through this. i need your help. i just can't handle this.
it's MY BODY!!! (wish i could underline here) if i wanted to be anorexic it's Not their business ANYWAY, it's not like they Really care they just want something to talk about anyway!
-i wish i could crawl inside my computer and just work with people at babble.
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:362276
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