Posted by Racer on June 12, 2004, at 7:54:08
In reply to Re: Report on new T (includes note for Dinah) » Racer, posted by Dinah on June 11, 2004, at 20:31:12
> Yeah, I do know what you mean. :)
>{in a very, very small voice} good
because our marriage counselor laughed at me when i said my only objection was that she was so slim and pretty
said i was slim and pretty
i said maybe -- but the new T wore it on the outside!
Here's a lyric from Chelsea Hotel by Leonard Cohen:
I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel
you were famous, your heart was a legend.
You told me again you preferred handsome men
but for me you would make an exception.
And clenching your fist for the ones like us
who are oppressed by the figures of beauty,
you fixed yourself, you said, "Well never mind,
we are ugly but we have the music."What can I say? I guess I'm just feeling oppressed by figures of beauty. (Except for that Willendorf Venus, you know?)
(And this whole thing does relate strongly to my resistance to taking any meds -- since I've always felt this way, and always will feel this way, and can't remember ever having felt any other way; and since I can only remember now being fat, lethargic, constipated and anorgasmic on the meds, and I've never felt any differently, why on earth would I want to cooperate with anyone trying to give them to me again? It feels like helping the robber pack up your jewelry, you know?)
Now, Dinah, aren't you proud of me for proactively avoiding danger by checking out her bare ankles? Or are should-never-be-bare ankles a prerequisite for a good therapist?
(And I"ve learned my lesson with pdocs, too: I will check out the shoes VERY carefully right out of the box.)
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