Posted by thewriteone on June 2, 2004, at 16:06:35
There's something I've been wanting to tell my T, but I'm terrified to do so. I've been fantasing about a family member that sexually abused me through most of my childhood. I don't know why this keeps happening to me and I can't seem to stop it. I always end up feeling so much guilt and shame afterward, but that doesn't stop it from happening again. I don't know if this is common or what. I really need to address this with my T, but I don't know that I could ever say the words or even have her read them. I've been trying to build up the nerve for weeks, but so far, I haven't. I hope telling you guys here anonymously will help me with that goal.
poster:thewriteone
thread:353100
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